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So i was on a vid tangent. I came across some super disturbing video. So i now know what is ment by" what is seen can not be unseen". I knew i shouldnt of watched it but sheer curiosity got the better of me. I have never cried and vomited from stuff like this till now. I dont even know why i am conversing about it. Not gonna go into detail other than it involved two mexican drug dealers a knife and a chain saw. So now i need to drink this vision from my mind. I was thinkin how could people do this to one another...but then i am as bad for watching it. As i grow older and learn things and see things i become more and more sad and angry. Why cant we be like dogs? They dont needlessly kill, they dont lay waste to all for land. Dogs just want to chase squirrels, sniff butts, hump!, and lay in the sun. Man i really need to.start drinking whiskey again. :? And to top it off i brought a poor innocent child into this fucked world...see now im just an asshole. Im sad now.....i worrie about too much stuff. I see this life like scrolling through ebay, its mostly cheap gimmicee shit and dumb ass head lights but everyonce and a while you find that one deal thats worth takin the risk. Well i feel q little better but prolly aint gonna sleep.....clowns will eat me.....but hay at least i get to drive my brand new ........no i dont.....sigh.......sssssiiiiigggghhhhhhhhhhhh! Im gonna go watch some porn :(
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last 2,
That's my cure-all also ... problem is I'm running out of new stuff ... probably a sign of how bad the 'times' really are. Fuck.

I haven't seen too much really screwed up stuff. The things I have were just links people posted and my dumbass clicked, one that comes to mind are the execution videos.


Thing I find very disturbing is that 'kids' don't seem to find video of real life acts different than TV or Hollywood. That just scares the shit out of me.


... Human Centipede, how in the fuck can that be so damn popular?
Seriously disturbed people out there ... need a better way to spot them at distance to avoid at all costs (or corral them and ship 'em to Australia (again))..
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Dont know if its age or common sense? Heard people talk about human centipede but after the other night i may hqve to remain in the dark. Tell ya what, im still worked up about that dam video. I talked about it at work and i onow what you mean about the younger kids dont get it.....that shit just happened! I watch another human die! Slow and horrible!. There response is im crazy or they prolly killed plenty of people to.... fer rewl!?!?!?!?! Its scary to think they are so desinsitised, course this is what my grandfathers ( one of which seen death first person in wwII) had said about my generation. But i sit and ponder things like," i wounder if smartphones make people stupid?" Or " why would all cars and phones have a way to track or actually controll any thing" and then this is where i used to down half a 175 in five minutes. I tried drinking again and it just made me feel like.shit. :? Dont know why i worry so much, i just tend to see things from multiple angles all at one time. I think some times i may be actualy losein my mind. I worry about my son...not cus hes hell bent on giving me a anyerisim, but that his generation may be too soft, too....lazy and dependent on technology...well before i cant sleep tonight i best knock it off.
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You have to be hopeful for your kids, they claim. Seems it's a situation where you have to ware 2 faces. One that is confident with them at all times, in that you have taught them well enough that they will make competent decisions that are for the best. The other you share with your spouse, concerns about their abilities, well-being, mental state and such.
Weather you know it or not, you are a good parent and are making the best decisions for their future. This all started with having a child, planned or not. The decision to keep a child is the correct one always, IMO. They are about the only symbol of human love left in this defunct world. The fact that at one point you loved this world enough to share it with a new life only shows that there is still somethings you enjoy and want them to experience. Concentrate on those things and be sure they share in them with you.

I only hope that someday I'll have a child that I can share my joys with.
Bitches think I'm an asshole though. So that isn't looking too promising. :lol:
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iminhell wrote:You have to be hopeful for your kids, they claim. Seems it's a situation where you have to ware 2 faces. One that is confident with them at all times, in that you have taught them well enough that they will make competent decisions that are for the best. The other you share with your spouse, concerns about their abilities, well-being, mental state and such.
Weather you know it or not, you are a good parent and are making the best decisions for their future. This all started with having a child, planned or not. The decision to keep a child is the correct one always, IMO. They are about the only symbol of human love left in this defunct world. The fact that at one point you loved this world enough to share it with a new life only shows that there is still somethings you enjoy and want them to experience. Concentrate on those things and be sure they share in them with you.

I only hope that someday I'll have a child that I can share my joys with.
Bitches think I'm an asshole though. So that isn't looking too promising. :lol:
Well you can start by callin them women. You make a good point, a very good point in fact. Also this is a side of you i have not seen. You are right, there are sooooo many things i want to show and share with my son. But when trying to explaine why the guy across the street hit his wife or some thing of that nature... i mean how do you tell that little face that we as a species are set on killing one another. I have already had to explaine why not to talk to stangers and it blew his mind that people he never met could want to hurt him( not too worried though as he has a mean right cross already). Its just gettin to real way to fast. Plus i got the old getting old anxity attacks todeal with......maybe i should start drinkin again. 8)
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I don't like to show my sensitive side often. Can never trust that Y chromosome.
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iminhell wrote:I don't like to show my sensitive side often. Can never trust that Y chromosome.
Ha. Tell ya that Y chromosome is the best thing that happened to this uncultered, loud, smelly dog. 8) showin some sensitivity aint nothing to worry about. Some of the most scary men ive known aint afraid to give hugs and such. Alls i know is if my gut says " hay stupid dont do that!!!!!", i am gonna listen from now on. :lol:
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